” A poetry book about a suppressed inner child emotions. She finally finds space to feel all the things its want to feel. As emotional neglect in childhood can lead to chaos in adult life.

One afternoon, Jing walked with her two kids past a schoolyard full of parents. Jing stopped and looked. Her youngest child was sitting in the stroller, while the oldest was standing. He was gripping the fence, looking at all the parents.

The parents were all patiently waiting in the sun for the school bell to ring. Waiting for their children to run out of school.

And then, from out of nowwhere, Jing felt a wave, a tsunami of nauseating jealousy overcoming her. Steaming green, ferociously angry, and insanely jealous, it screamed and hissed at the children running out of school. It was startling, scary and completely bewildering. What just happened?

This poetry book is Jing’s story of the awakening of her inner child and finding her again… despite she was thought lost, a long time ago.